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Happy Halloween!

Here's an old cap that I gave a fresh update.  I know, I know - crossdressers as French maids are so cliché!  But having worn the outfit (with at least one pic on this blog to prove it!), I feel like I'm qualified to post this cap.  Too bad my time in the uniform didn't play out like this!!

May the Great Pumpkin bring you everything you desire!
Ciao! Elise

Fantasy Football

I love college football - the pageantry, the tradition, the tailgates, the mascots, the marching bands, the cheerleaders!  Here's a cap I created for Heather on Rachel's Haven, who is a Florida State fan:

I did quite a bit of research to write this cap and I have to admit that I was quite proud of the details I was able to include.  What do you think?  I would love to find the time to be able to do this for other schools.  Now if someone could tell RL to not be so busy...
Ciao! Elise

Happy Birthday To Me!

I celebrated my birthday a little over a week ago (before you ask, I'm "forever 27") and I recreated this old cap as a present to myself:



Now if you'll excuse me, I think I hear someone at my door!

Ciao! Elise

Sharing a Delicious Dessert

One of the first people I remember meeting when I joined Rachel's Haven was Serena (aka Sammie).  I enjoy the writing, pictures and creativity in her caps, and I was particularly drawn to her because so many of her caps so elegantly express the joys of experiencing life and love as a woman.  Here's a delicious little cap that I made for Serena:

Anyone care to get together for dessert some time??  We could always order a few extra hunks full of cream!
Ciao! Elise

Pop Quiz!!

Attention boys! It's time for a pop quiz! What's wrong with the sentence in this picture?

 

If you said "boys wearing pink panties are disgusting and gay", then you're an insensitive jerk that needs grammar lessons and an open mind.

If you said "I'll wear pink panties - or anything else - for a chance to fuck a hot woman like her", then you're a kinky guy with an open mind that needs grammar lessons.

If you said "there's absolutely nothing wrong with this sentence", then you're probably wearing panties under your boy clothes - but you still need grammar lessons.

If you said "there shouldn't be an apostrophe in the word boys", then your grammar is perfect and you're probably the type of detail-oriented boy who makes sure his panties always match the rest of his outfit.

If you said "what sentence? I'm too busy trying to figure out if my legs and ass would look that sexy in that skirt, hose and heels", then you and I think exactly the same!!

So, what was YOUR answer?
Ciao! Elise

Three Wishes

From 2 brief, sexy caps to one sweet, 2-part cap.

I've always believed in happy endings!!
Ciao! Elise

Forced to be brief

The major thing I struggle with when creating my caps is brevity.  I enjoy creating all the details in my stories, laboring over the adjectives and adverbs, working endlessly to create the sense of place and time that I envision in my head.  As a result, the first draft of my caps often end up as illustrated short stories.  I then need to work at editing and removing details to create a 1 or 2 panel cap - hopefully one that still has a good flow as it tells my story.

Several months ago, Rachel's Haven held a monthly cap contest that required each cap to consist entirely of dialogue.  It was a good exercise for me to work on my brevity, while still creating a cap I could be proud of.  Here are my 2 entries for the contest:

What do you think?  And don't feel the need to be brief - shower me with loving, adoring, admiring praise!!

Ciao! Elise

A Natural Woman

It's been forever and a day since I've posted anything to my own blog! RL has been soooo hectic lately (and promises to remain that way for a while) that I thought I'd take this chance to post some of my older work.

I much prefer seeing a woman that looks beautiful using the body and face she was born with to a woman that created her beauty in the plastic surgeon's office and beauty parlors.  It made me think that these un-natural women spend more time, money and effort to look beautiful than a guy that transforms himself into a woman.  So I made this cap for Shauna at Rachel's Haven about this very subject.

Could you blame Stacey's boyfriend for enjoying their time together? IF it actually happened.  I know I'd never suck and tell!  Oh, who am I kidding???
Ciao! Elise

Dream Job: Hosiery Model

A few months ago, my friend Katie from Rachel's Haven and I were discussing the idea that being a hosiery model would be such an ideal job.  You get to wear fabulous pantyhose & stockings & tights, gorgeous clothing and sexy shoes while people take your picture and tell you how beautiful you look.  And you get paid to do it!  I always wanted to do a cap for her about it, but got so busy doing my own hosiery modeling that I never got around to it - until now.

What would your "dream job" be?  Is there something in your deepest, darkest fantasies that makes you think to yourself : "imagine if I could get paid to do this?"
Ciao! Elise

Dress me up. (And then undress me, if you choose.)

Ciao fashionistas!  As I said in an earlier post, I've decided that I want to create and photograph fashionable and feminine outfits for the 12+ different styles of hosiery that I currently own.  (I'm not quite sure what I was thinking at the time, but this is starting to become an obsession!)  I've already modeled 6 pair.  I've decided on outfits for 3 more and am waiting for the chance to model them.  But I'm stuck on ideas for 3 other patterned pairs of hosiery.

So, my fabulous, modern and chic readers, here's your chance to dress me up!  What type of outfit should I wear with these hose?  I have a few pair of black pumps to wear, but I need some ideas for the clothes.  (And also, since my hairy arms are a little too unfeminine, I choose to wear tops and dresses that are long sleeves and not too low cut.)  I look forward to any suggestions you may have for me.  Now only if I could have you over to help me get dressed - or better yet, get undressed!!
 
What would you wear if a handsome beau gifted you with a pair of these fabulous pantyhose and asked you to wear them with something sexy for a wonderful night out together?

Ciao! Elise

I've "maid" my decision.

I've FINALLY gotten around to making a new caption!  Yeah me!!!  I have such a huuuge caption debt on Rachel's Haven that I'm hoping this new cap will inspire me to finally finish all the 1/2 completed caps in my queue.

Do you recognize the legs in this photo??
Ciao! Elise

These back seam pantyhose are making me horny!

I had an entire morning of "Elise time" earlier this week, so I took a bunch of photos for my next few hosiery ads.  I'me super-excited about how they look so far!  Anyways, I've been wearing hosiery for about as long as I can remember (and I'm a little embarrassed to say this), but I've never worn backseam pantyhose until now.  I am in love!!  I spent an incredible amount of time admiring the back of my own legs and I came to this conclusion - backseam hosiery was designed and is worn for one reason: seduction.  Check out this picture and I think you'll agree:

The staccato tap of high heels grabs my attention, and as I turn to watch the woman walk into the room, I am immediately spellbound by her beauty: the lustrous dark hair that frames her pretty face; the beautiful outfit that flatters the long lines and seductive curves of her fabulous figure; gorgeous long legs wrapped in the sheerest black hosiery.  Breathless, I am only able to offer a smile as she approaches and then passes by.

I turn to watch her walk away, allowing my gaze to drift down to her legs and my heart stumbles over a few beats.  A thin black line runs from the heel of her stilettos, up her lean calves to her firm thighs, and disappears beneath the short hem of her snug black skirt - leading my eyes up the seductive path that my fingers and my lips would like to travel.

I know she could have worn regular black pantyhose with her outfit today, but she specifically chose backseams because she not only likes the attention they bring her, but she wants to be wanted, she wants to be the object of men's fantasies.  Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to see if she and I can make my fantasies become our realities.

Does the "thin black line" of backseam hosiery do anything for you?  Or as in the words of the infamous Austin Powers "do I make you horny?"  Share all the sexy details!
Ciao! Elise

My sexy new career!

I've finally figured out what I want to be when I grow up!

It's no secret that I have a hosiery obsession and I wish I could wear them all the time.  I hate that I have to hide them under my pants, when I really wish I could be showing off what I think are pretty nice legs.  And I also hate that the bare leg trend has gotten so popular with women.  I think that maybe women just need a reminder of how much prettier and sexier their legs could look in hose - and I'm the man for the job!

So my new career, my "dream job", is a hosiery model.  I would absolutely love nothing more than to model pantyhose & stockings & tights in a variety of beautiful clothing & shoes, in a variety of real life situations to show that hose don't only have to be for special occasions, but should be worn everyday and everywhere.  My joy and enthusiasm for my subject would show in my pictures, inspiring women to want to make their legs look as sexy as mine, and reinvigorating the declining sales of hosiery!  

During my week as Elise, I had so much fun taking pictures of myself in different outfits that I can't stop thinking about doing it again, so I've decided I want to create and photograph outfits for the 12+ different styles of hose that I currently own.  Does anyone know an agency where I can then submit these photos and start my dream job?

Here's a simple, sample ad I made using one of my earlier modeling photos:

What do you think?  Do I have a future as a hosiery model?  Does this inspire you to want to wear hosiery?
Ciao! Elise

New shoes!!!

I owned several pairs of black heels - each in a different style - in the last few years.  Wearing each pair has made me figure out what my ideal one pair of black heels would be: black leather (not shiny patent), with a pointed toe and spiked heel at least 3" high.  Recently I decided to make it my mission to find and buy that exact pair of shoes, which isn't especially easy when you need a size 11.

A few days ago I was in JC Penneys (an American department store) and wandered through the women's shoe section as I usually do.  The displays contained so many different shoes that I wanted, but none of them were "my shoes".  Then I decided to try my luck in the clearance racks, heading straight for the "sizes 9 and up" rack.  Like a diamond in a pile of rocks, I saw a pair of black pointed toes poking out between a few pairs of last year's boots and sandals.  My heart was racing as I bent down and pulled the shoes from the rack and saw the nearly 4" spiked heels.  It was my shoe, but was it my size?  Holding the supple leather in my hand, I crossed my fingers, took a peek inside and saw "size 11" printed there.  My heart skipped a few beats!!  I had found my perfect shoe!  I could swear I even heard angels singing!

So I found a bench in the corner, tugged off my socks and sneakers and slipped my bare feet into my dream shoes (not at all caring about the looks from the 3 older women also shopping for shoes).  They were a pefect fit, as if they were handmade just for me, and I was happier than if I had just won the lottery!  (Although if I DID win the lottery, I could have bought all the shoes in the store!)  I have yet to wear them enfemme, but I have so many dreams about the fabulous places these gorgeous new shoes are going to take me!!

What kind of shoes do you wear?
Ciao! Elise

She's got legs!!

I've always liked to accesorize a rather boring man outfit with bright socks, funky ties, and unique shoes.  As Elise, it's no different - except that there are SO MANY more ways to accesorize every single outfit.  Like on my first day, when I finally decided on a top, skirt and heels - but which hose to wear??  As a hosiery addict, I of course had many different styles to choose from.  Which ones do you prefer?   

I actually ended up wearing all of these pairs (and a few others) during the week.  Do you have any favorite styles or shades of hose you like to wear?  Do you care to share a picture of your sexy legs??

Ciao! Elise

A Hairy Situation!

I’ve been looking through all the pictures I’ve taken of Elise during the week, reminiscing about how much I enjoyed the opportunity to model a few of my favorite outfits.  But I couldn’t help overlook one problem: my hair.  Specifically, not enough and too much.  I’ve always wished I had long, sultry brunette waves, the kind you see in every shampoo or hair-product commercial.  I’d love to run my fingers through my dark silky mane (or better yet – have someone else run their fingers through it), to feel the soft curls bounce on my bare shoulders, and to coyly tuck a wayward lock behind my ear. 

But as I’m going through my pictures to find ones to share, I’m struck by the fact that I have too much hair in all the wrong places – my arms, my legs, my chest.  Since I didn’t want to shave and answer all those unavoidable questions, it prevented me from photographing myself in many of the more feminine pieces in the wardrobe, like short-sleeved or lowcut tops, and legs in just one layer of sheer hose.  So I had to do a lot of creative (and sometimes unusual) poses to hides any hints of my masculinity, and now I’m doing quite a bit of editing and cropping and altering to conceal what was captured.  But the few final products I have so far are fabulous, and I can’t wait to share!

Ciao! Elise

Modeling with my avatar

I really did have good intentions of getting a lot of work done today.  Honestly.  But the siren song of a rare opportunity was too seductive to resist, so I finally just called the boss and said I was taking the rest of the day off.

For some reason I had been thinking about the wide variety of avatars that people choose to represent themselves online.  I remember looking for my own avatar, the pressure and decision-making required to find that one little picture that would represent the kind of person Elise is: a picture of a classy, feminine, sexy, well-dressed brunette.  I was so delighted when I found my current avatar (which is actually from a hosiery ad), not only because it perfectly portrays the person I want to be, but also because I have the same pair of hose!!

Then I thought to myself that, while I still have some time home alone, I should try modeling myself in the same outfit and pose, and create my own version of my avatar.  I spent quite a bit of time and effort this afternoon constructing the background.  Then I went through the process of creating my feminine curves and concealing my unfeminine bulges, before finally getting dressed in a similar outfit.  From there, it was simply strike a pose while the camera flashed.

I have to admit that I loved modeling my fabulous feminine figure, but most especially, I am so super-pleased with the final product.  I'd love to hear what you think.

  
Who is your avatar?  What do you want that one little picture to say about you?
Ciao! Elise

Elise: An Elegant and Erotic Woman (A Biography)

It's a dark and stormy morning...
Literally and figuratively.  The weather is cold, wind-driven rain; but it is also sadly my last full day as Elise.  I've once again arranged to work at home, and have decided to wear something both cozy and feminine today: a red cashmere sweater, my black pencil skirt, and these amazing plaid tights that are a funky combination of sheer and opaque.

I watched the James Bond movie "Casino Royale" again last night and I realized how much I've always wanted to be - not James Bond - but a "Bond girl": sexy, confident, intriguing, well-dressed & well-traveled.  And it made me wonder: since this is all a fantasy, who would Elise be?

Elise was born in a small town in the Italian Alps, near the border with France.  Her family spent a lot of time skiing, hiking, and biking in the mountains, as well as traveling to many of the other countries in Europe.  She developed a passion for music and art and fashion, and had become an intoxicating combination of tomboy and glamour girl, easily transitioning from ski boots to high heels, or bike shorts to a cocktail dress.  Needless to say, she had many of the boys in her town chasing after her as she blossomed into a tall, long-legged, brunette beauty.  She moved to the United States for college and, after graduating with honors, she opened her own architecture and design firm.  She gained a new group of admirers that were attracted to her pretty face, gorgeous figure, confidence, intelligence, and interesting life story.  Elise still believes in the old-fashioned notions of romance and being treated like a lady, but will be a very bad girl with any gentleman that takes the time to properly charm and seduce her.

Can you tell I spent quite a bit of time thinking about this?  Have I gone "off my rocker"??  Anyway, here are a few caps from some friends at Rachel's Haven that did a fabulous job capping Elise.

So what's your story?  Do have any interesting things from your life to share?
Ciao! Elise

My LBD and a TDH man

I had my meeting at work this morning and the only woman there was wearing pants.  Oh well, so much for seeing a pair of legs in stockings (besides my own - although nobody got a glimpse of them.)  There was one nice-looking, well-dressed man at the meeting that most women would find attractive, and even other men would say he was handsome.  Maybe it was because I had spent the past few days exploring and expressing my feminine side, but I couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to be wearing a little black dress (LBD) and have a tall, dark & handsome (TDH) man like him treat me to an evening of romance that leads to a night of seduction and passion.  As I thought about all the ways I could pleasure him, I realized I had a little excitement growing in my panties.  And I couldn't help but wonder: if I ever did have that opportunity, would I go through with it??

A few of us were recently discussing this very issue on Rachel's Haven.  As a guy, I don't find other guys attractive at all, and seeing another guy's cock does nothing for me.  But when I fantasize about being a woman, I get really turned on by the thought of sucking and fucking a cock - and better yet, both at the same time.  But if I had the chance, would I??   

I know I wouldn't.  But almost every time I'm enfemme, I'll look down at the bulge tucked inside my panties and wish I could suck myself.  Trust me, I've tried plenty of times, but I'm not nearly flexible enough to do it, so I've been enjoying a delicious alternative, as described in this cap I created:

Care to share a few sinfully-delicious stories?
Ciao! Elise

Will my secret be revealed?

Just like every other morning this week, I got out of the shower and pulled on a pretty pair of panties.  But today I have to go to a work meeting, so instead of looking through the closet and dresser to put together a pretty, feminine outfit, I have to wear boring man clothes.  Pants, dress shirt, flat shoes.  Ugh!

I could step up onto my soapbox and discuss how people should be free to wear whatever they choose, regardless of the gender identity attached by society to those clothes, and how it is perfectly acceptable for women to wear men's clothing (which I personally think can be very sexy!) - so men should have that same freedom.  But the truth is, many clothing styles only look good on certain shapes and figures, and hairy arms and legs in a pretty top and skirt are never attractive.  But if it makes you happy, regardless of society's definition of beauty, then wear it with a smile!

So back to me.  I often wear panties and hose under my clothes to work and I wonder if other men do as well.  There must be others that love the silky sheer feel of hose so much that they're willing to risk getting caught, just to enjoy a day of sensuousness.  And recently I've found that I've been tempted to talk to women about their hosiery: to compliment a woman I see wearing stockings and let her know they are appreciated, to ask her what brand and style she's wearing.  I guess a part of me wants to get found out, to stop having to conceal my enjoyment for an item of clothing, to finally feel the freedom of acceptance.

Here's a cap I recently created about getting found out at work.  Maybe today will be the day.

Have a great day!
Ciao! Elise

Housework can be tres erotique!

Dressed in this French maid uniform has inspired me to give every inch of this house a good thorough cleaning.  I've been working four hours straight and since la dame de la maison (the lady of the house) is not here to tell me otherwise, I'm taking a break!!  It's hard work lugging baskets of laundry up and down the stairs or pushing a vacuum from room to room in 5" stilettos!

I'm quite exhausted, but I'm also extremely turned on.  The garters tug at my stockings with each step, reminding me of the sheer black nylon caressing my legs.  And the lacy white petticoat beneath my dress lifts my hemline so that it barely covers my ass.  Each time I pass a mirror, all I have to do is bend a bit at the waist and I get flashes of my silky black panties.  Pardon my French, but I need to get fucked!  I'm desperate with desire for a menage a trois with deux messieurs.  They quietly enter the room where I'm folding laundry, the sound of their zippers making my heart begin to race.  From behind me, strong hands pull my panties down my legs, while the gentleman before me forces my head down to the level of his waist.  There is no foreplay, no gentle caressing, no sweet words - just deep penetration in the front and the back.  We settle into a rhythm together, increasing the pace until I am filled with their warm creme.

This suddenly reminds me of another French maid cap I created.  Enjoy while I go clean the mess I just made in my panties.

Ciao! Elise

Ooh la la! I'm cleaning the house!

Another gorgeous day!  I took the day off today, planning to do some cleaning and chores around the house before my wife comes home and finds a bachelor-pad mess!  I don't know about you, but the first thing I think of when someone mentions "house cleaning" is a French maid.  I bought a French maid costume for my wife a few years ago (at least I said it was for her!), but I've worn it so many mores times than her!!  And I plan to wear it again today as I get this place all sparkling clean.

Here are a few French maid caps I've created in the past.  Enjoy them while I vacuum and dust and do laundry and wash dishes and clean cat litter and shake out rugs and make beds and .......

 

Ciao! Elise

It's hard work being a woman!

I just got back from the ladies' room (I know - I'm at home, it's simply the bathroom, but I just wanted to say I was in the ladies's room!) and I was really quite surprised at the amount of effort I have to go through to attempt to make this straight man's body into a curvy female form.  I start off with panties and a bra like every woman - and that's about where my similarity with a real woman ends.  I have two baggies of rice inside old stockings (thanks to Mary on Rachel's Haven for that idea) that I stuff inside my bra.  Since I'm not shaving my legs, I found that 2 pairs of suntan pantyhose does a decent job of hiding my hairy legs, so I'll look good in the hose for my outfit (yes, that's 3 pair of pantyhose!)  Then, I reach inside all of those layers and tuck my cock back towards my ass.  It's a bit humiliating and emasculating, but it works well at hiding that rather unfeminine bulge in the front of my skirts.  Finally, I pull on a Maidenform body sculpting suit that's basically a bathing suit that slims my waist and flattens my tummy.  And now, at last, I can get to the clothes.

Even after all this work, when I look in the mirror, I still don't see the kind of gorgeous curvy figure I really wish I had.  I recently had a discussion with a few ladies on the Haven about this same topic, and they said they don't like to cross-dress because they can't have the feminine body they want.  I can completely understand that point of view.  I'd love to temporarily have the chance to have an anatomically-correct female form with graceful curves and long lines.  But I also don't want to pass up a chance to wear something soft or silky or lacey or sexy on the body I do have, and in some small way make my fantasies a reality!

More than anything, I would love to have a transformation bodysuit to be a woman anytime I wanted.  Here's a cap I created about that:

Feel free to share your stories!  I'd love to hear them!
Ciao! Elise

Heat wave and hosiery

We're having a heat wave in the northeast US today!  The sun is shining and the temps are soaring towards 80.  I'm working from home again today, and as I was getting dressed this morning, I still decided to put on a pair of pantyhose.  Why not go bare on a day as warm as this, you may ask?  It's simple: bare legs just ain't the same!  My infatuation with the look and feel of silky hosiery is what got me started on this path to Elise, so I try to wear them as often as possible.  (Also, I wasn't shaving my legs for the week, so they look so much more feminine in hose.)

Like the old L'eggs slogan says: Nothing beats a great pair of legs!  I love those old pantyhose advertisements from the 70s and 80s.  They were filled with glamour and elegance, and often showed an intimate moment between a beautiful woman and an adoring and handsome admirer.  And they so effectively showed how a good pair of pantyhose can make a woman look so much more feminine (no matter what she is doing or where she is) and so much more attractive to the men.  I've made a bunch of caps using those old ads.  Here's one of my favorites:

Perhaps if the hosiery companies were to start creating these kinds of ads again, women could see how fabulous sheer hosiery can be, and we can finally reverse that awful bare leg trend!  Are you a hosiery addict too?  What brands & styles do you prefer?

Ciao! Elise

P.S.  If there happen to be any ad executives reading this post, I’d be glad to serve as your hosiery model.  And you won’t even have to pay me – just give me a life-time supply of your finest products!

Working girl learns a lesson

By the time I finally figured out what to wear, there was quite a pile of clothes on the bed!  I eventually decided on a light blue sweater, black pencil skirt, black hose & heels (pics to follow later).  Professional and feminine, just as I wanted.  Too bad I was stuck working in my home office and I couldn't be heading into my office downtown dressed this way, having men hold the door for me and women complimenting my style.

We've all seen the programs on TV where some fashionista shows a woman in need of a wardrobe makeover how a few well-made, figure-flattering "go to" pieces in her wardrobe can be worn in so many different ways.  Obviously I had been paying attention, and I learned the importance of that information first-hand today, as I bought a slim pencil skirt with a slight curve-creating shape that I could probably wear every day this week - with different tops and hose and shoes to make it new each day.

What did you wear today?  What do you wish you wore today??
Ciao! Elise

I almost forgot!  Here's a sexy little cap I made for Rachel's Haven.  It's about a man in an office who also learns a lesson.  Tell me what you think!

Monday morning

I'll be working from home today and I could just wear something casual like jeans and a top, but I decided I want to wear something that's professional and feminine.  Choices, choices!  Looking through the closet and dresser, I figured out that I have to choose just 1 outfit from 4 skirts, 10 tops, 7 colors & patterns of hosiery, and 2 pairs of shoes.  I'm no mathmetician, but that's about 1 million different possible combinations that's going to take me about half the morning to try on!  This is so very exciting and I wish I could wear every different outfit.  Maybe I'll wear one in the morning and another one in the afternoon.

I can't imagine if I also had to do my hair and makeup - I probably wouldn't start working until noon!  (FYI: As much as I would enjoy doing it, I've decided against wearing makeup most of the week.  I could just see not removing all of it and having my neighbors or kids wondering why my eyelids are all glittery!)

Time to get finished getting dressed - I'm already late to start working!
Ciao! Elise 

Any excuse to buy new shoes!

As soon as I realized I was going to have the chance to spend a week as Elise, I decided I needed to buy a new pair of shoes for the occasion.  For a few months I had been admiring a pair of 5” platform pumps on the Payless website, and a few weeks ago they went on sale, so I went to a nearby store to buy them.  Typically when I buy women’s clothes or lingerie, I’ll make an excuse about buying them as a present for my GF.  That doesn’t work so well with size 11 shoes!  So I gathered my confidence, walked into the store, and did what needed to be done.  It turned out to be one of the most surprisingly wonderful shopping experiences!

I was the only customer in the store and the lone saleswoman said she would be in the stockroom but call if I needed assistance.  I found the shoes I wanted, so I slipped off my shoes and socks and tried them on, walking up and down the aisle several times.  I was sitting down and had just taken them off when the saleswoman walked up behind me.  She noticed my feet in nude pantyhose and I gave my toes a little wiggle for her.  “It looks like you came prepared. Those are really great shoes” she said, then went to the register.  I was surprised how accepting and supportive she was, and I pulled my socks and shoes back on, joined her at the register and admitted “I’ve never worn heels this high, but they’re actually comfortable.”  “These shoes have been very popular – we sell quite a few of them. Enjoy,” she said. “I will,” I replied, wishing I could have walked out of the store in my new shoes.

What kind of shoes do you wear?  Have you ever had a similar shopping experience?

Ciao! Elise

Dresses and stockings and lingerie! Oh my!

As a closet CD, I’m fortunate that my GF and I are about the same size because I’m able to fit into much of her clothing, underwear and lingerie without needing a secret supply of my own.  But since I’m ~6” taller than her, her skirts and dresses are a little shorter on me – as if showing too much leg is a problem!  The only things I do need to buy are shoes and hosiery.  My GF doesn’t like to wear pantyhose that often, just the occasional tights (what is wrong with modern women?? nylon-covered legs are so much sexier than bare!!) and I’m a bit of hosiery snob, so I have created a quite a fabulous collection in a variety of colors and patterns and styles.     

Anyway, I’ve been spending the last few weeks going through her wardrobe, mentally preparing my outfits for my week as Elise, and there are quite a few I’m looking forward to wearing.  But I’ve also decided to do a little shopping for some new outfits for myself, and I have to admit, it’s been a complete joy!  I’ve had so much fun wandering through various stores, admiring all the pretty clothes as if it was completely normal to be shopping for them. 

And I also enjoyed the chance to give a few people something to talk about (or maybe even fantasize about).  One afternoon I was in a consignment boutique and I told the salesgirl I was looking for a birthday gift for my GF.  She left me alone to look on my own, but I know she caught me holding sexy little dresses and skirts and tops up to my body as I imagined myself in them.  I also really wanted to find something silky to sleep in and saw a few sexy pieces of lingerie in Target, of all places.  I decided I should try them on before I figure out which to buy, so I headed to the dressing room, grabbing a shirt from the men’s department on the way to conceal the 4 pieces of lingerie.  The store had locked dressing rooms, so a cute salesgirl had to come unlock it for me.  I walked out a few minutes later carrying only the pretty chemise I wanted, and I simply gave her a smile as I passed, imagining her thoughts as she retrieved the other feminine items from the men’s changing room.     

What kinds of clothes do you like to wear?  Maybe send me a picture.  I’ll be sure to post plenty of pictures of me when I get the chance.

Ciao! Elise

A story about a boy and a girl

I have had an obsession with pantyhose for as long as I can remember. I’ve always admired the look and feel of sheer hosiery on a woman’s legs, and I eventually started wearing them so I could enjoy the silkiness on my own legs. This led to wearing women’s clothing, underwear and shoes, and I reached the point where every time I saw a woman in a beautiful outfit, my admiration for her appearance was quickly replaced with wanting to wear her outfit, to be able to show off my feminine body and style. And this led to my desire to not only look like a woman, but to be able to experience life as a woman, to do all those wonderful things it says over there in “About Me”. (And hopefully someday I’ll work up the nerve to share that with my GF and we can make that happen – but that’s another story!)

And that is how Elise was born. She is the woman I am in my imagination, my fantasies, and on Rachel’s Haven (more about that wonderful place in another post.) She is a tall, brunette woman with a joie de vivre, a fabulous wardrobe, and a passport stamped from exotic places around the world. She is equal parts tomboy and glamour girl. She still believes in the old-fashioned notions of romance and being treated like a lady, but will be so very kinky with any gentleman that takes the time to properly seduce her. I wish I could have some way to temporarily become Elise (perhaps a magic spell or bodysuit, or my own personal team of makeover miracle workers) and be able to live her life for a while. But at least for one wonderful week later this month, my fantasy will become reality!

Who are you in your fantasies?
Ciao! Elise

Benvenuto! Welcome to my new blog!!

Later this month, my GF will be leaving to spend a week visiting her brother.  While I will miss her, I am very excited to get this rare opportunity to spend so much time as Elise.  I’ve been arranging my work schedule and a few vacation days to be able to spend as much time as possible at home, where I’ll try to spend every moment enfemme.

I decided to create this blog to share my excitement and experiences with others who understand and can appreciate this incredible opportunity.

I'll be posting my thoughts, activities, and pictures as I make my preparations for, and then finally get to live, my "seven days of heaven."  I would absolutely love to hear your comments.  Feel free to share similar experiences, offer some suggestions, or just say a quick hello.

Ciao! Elise